~vaeltaja
Joni Järvinen
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Moment Nr. 7I did what I had forbidden myself said goodbye to an angel I lovedMoment Nr. 7
So
Close my eyes as they stayed open and gently carry my body battered and bruised lifeless bloodless cold
And embrace it for your warmth I always asked and turn this white skin of mine to color of life
Open my eyes and gaze to the maelstrom whirlpool of my soul dying thoughts soon departed
And just softly
whisper to me 'I loved you'
For soon I am not of this world but I don't want to go alone unlov
by ~vaeltaja
Moment Nr. 6The ashes fall and I step down on this broken concrete againMoment Nr. 6
I shriek in pain my back is on fire feathers falling down on this broken concrete
You burned my wings
No longer can I dream No longer I can fly
But in time I will regrow them again
Just to burn them again
But not for you.
by ~vaeltaja
Wicked Dreams.:: wicked Dreams ::.Wicked Dreams
In my wicked dreams I saw you walk away and I couldn't hear myself scream there's nothing to ease my pain
You left it all behind love, life and happiness my feelings you've denied
My heart can't bear it anymore this empty loneliness coldness of our home just eating my soul away
You let it all go to waste love, life and happiness just leaving behind this bad taste
And in my wicked dreams I still see you walk away yet I don't hear myself scream only one thing to ease my pain &
by ~vaeltaja
Moment nr.5.:: Moment nr. 5 ::.Moment nr.5
I sit silently besides you enjoying my morning coffee yet in this silence your smile is what I truly enjoy
We are but humans passing by in the day sailing this ocean of Life alone
As for me this ocean is empty and this ship of mine it has always sailed empty
So many times I've looked in your eyes and so many times you've looked away
Was there a longing you saw in my soul or was it a reflection of my past
Yet here I still sit besides you enjoying your smile
and wondering what you
by ~vaeltaja
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An angel's eyes, filled with tears Survey a world that never Could be hers, never could be held In the tiny scabs of human hearts Her drug the only sickness That could never be cured Although a few want to stay Most of them were born to die Eternities ago. The shadow of an angels' heart Once bright, now stained and bruised From a thousand spears that drained Her soul of faith in a God That never loved, never cared Never answered the questions that killed them Never gave them a chance to live And so they tread
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- Current Residence: Nummela
- Interests: PHP, Mysql, Website development, Love
- Favourite movie: Lord of the Rings
- Favourite band or musician: Robert Miles
- Favourite genre of music: Trance, Ambient
- Favourite artist: Misery in Motion
- Favourite poet or writer: Jsenn
- Favourite style of art: Photomanipulation/TrendWhore
- Operating System: Windows Vista Ultimate 64-bit
- MP3 player of choice: Foobar2k
- Shell of choice: Explorer
- Wallpaper of choice: MiM: Phreak ov Nature
- Favourite game: Life(c)
- Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
- Favourite cartoon character: Fry from Futurama. Unlucky in Love like me :X
- Personal Quote: "Not all those who wander are lost" J.R.R. Tolkien
- Tools of the Trade: notepad.exe, Adobe After Effects, Adobe PhotoShop CS4, Various mind altering drugs.
- MSN: joni.jarvinen@kolumbus.fi
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- no man is happy until he is dead... - herodotus
- as i see it you've gotta go through hell to get to heaven - a friend
People say I'm a freak, dark, weird, sick and twisted person, but I actually have the heart of a young boy - in a jar, on my desk..
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Angel's Banished From Heaven Have No Other Choice Than To Become Devils
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- no man is happy until he is dead... - herodotus
- as i see it you've gotta go through hell to get to heaven - a friend
People say I'm a freak, dark, weird, sick and twisted person, but I actually have the heart of a young boy - in a jar, on my desk..
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